When is this journey going to get easier? It won't.
When will I ever get to where I want to be, weight wise? I probably won't.
When will I quit getting woozy every time I lift weights? That's a good question.
When will I quit comparing myself to the "cool kids" who can lift far more weight than I do? That's another good question.
When will I be satisfied with my progress? In a very real sense, I don't want to be.
When will I be proud of myself for what I've accomplished so far? I am now.